pretending

to be happy.

anything for you.

answering to you

I'll even kiss your feet for no extra charge.

other things

i love talking to you, but you never listen when I do
you're only ever interested in other things, other people
so i only have as much time for you as you have for me.

none.

weekend..

so I've been left to my own devices on what I should do this weekend, since Ben has buggered off to his friend's house xD

I saved myself up lots of work to do so I wouldn't get bored, but I reaalllyyy can't be bothered to do it. I've told myself that I will do it tomorrow though.. or else I will probably die..

writer

So I've made a new blog under this account named Rewind, and it's a novel that I'm writing.

The idea started out as just a bit of time-wasting one evening when I was feeling down and listening to nice music. But then, cos I'm a bit of a teacher's pet, I sent it to a couple of my english teachers and they said that if I used it instead of the descriptive piece of writing I'd submitted as coursework, I would get an A* instead of an A.

So I used it, and then one night I was bored - yes, correlation of boredom appearing here - and I carried on the story.. but because the piece I'd written was the ending to a story, I decided to carry on the story.. but backwards!

I find this method of writing a story much more interesting, because you don't get the boring bits at the beginning where you're sat there trying to make an introduction without any action. But this is muuchhh more exciting! I don't even know most of the story! I shall make it up as I go along - also, this allows me to add in curious links and things into things that might happen at the end.. if that makes sense? So when you get a story, something happens that you don't understand till you read later on into the book? I'll find it easier to plan that sort of thing working backwards.

Anyway, if you would like to read the story, I posted the first chapter, which is the end of the story hah, here:
http://rewindstory-vivialynjmx.blogspot.com/

Happy reading!

P.S. this doesn't mean that this account will no longer be in use - of course I need my dosage of blogging! Otherwise I think I might burst from all these emotions I can't talk to anyone about xD

Peace.

P.P.S. I'm so into Adele right now :D (just thought I'd make that comment)

Laters.

at this moment

i can picture you laughing so hard like you dont when you're with me.

im so bored

of you telling me what to do, how to feel, how to act.

comeback

It's okay guys, I'm still alive. I haven't posted in weeks!

So not much is really happening atm.. Just have some issues with people, as you do. Over-dramatic people and then people who are just idiots..?

Last term of school! Woo! Only 7 more weeks after this one and it's exams and then IT'S OVER. IT'S OVER. Then I get to start afresh in sixth form with some new people and be really cool. Goodie!

But yeah, I don't have much to say..

Peace.

rantyrantrant.

I can't remember how long it's been since I last posted a blog.. It might have been recently, but then again it might have been ages ago.

Today has been an exceptionally long day, and I really can't be bothered with being ignored anymore. I come home hoping to talk to my boyfriend, all lovey-dovey-as-you-do-etc.. But he's sat on minecraft with his mates ignoring me.. So I leave the call and he's all WTF cos he thinks that now I've done something out of the norm (a.k.a. done something I wanted to do) I'm in a mood for him for some reason or another.

So screw him! I haven't seen him all day, and he's spent all day with the mate he's sat on minecraft talking to, so y'know. If that's where his priorities lie, then fuck him. I don't need him to have a nice evening. In fact! Talking to him was getting me down. Making me frustrated.

Last Thursday was the night of the annual GCSE music performance, and so I sang to get my grade. I sang a song called When I Look At You from this musical called the Scarlett Pimpernell (sp? i cba googling) and it went soooo well! I was so proud of what I'd achieved.. and so was everyone else! Mr Duguid (music teacher) decided I could sing in assembly today, and so I did.. and he ended up recording it without telling me (urgh)! So the version of me singing wasn't the best version IMO because if I'd known he was recording I would have tried harder. But anyways, check my youtube (http://www.youtube.com/user/vivialyn14) to hear eeet :)

I don't really have much else to rant about.. So laters!


p.s. in german today we watched a film called The Wave (german film) and they have this word: meistgegoogelet which means 'most-googled' HAHA the joys of language xD