i really really cannot be bothered with you anymore.
but i can't tell you that because I'm just immature and stupid. I have no feelings and no arguments and no reasons for anything so I should just run to you and give you what you want from me. And then when you discard me I'll sit in the gutter and wait for you to pick me up again.
I'll always be waiting for you, whether it be for you to come back, to ask for something, to want me..
Because I don't feel anything anymore. What comes out of my mouth is numb and meaningless in my head, but to you hopefully it's what you want to hear.
You'll never read this; and if you do, you won't say anything.
Sure, I need you. Sure, I love you.
Sure,
Whatever you say.
