must i always go through life feeling like i'll never be who i should be? like people expect/believe me to be something/someone i'm not. im not a fun person. im not overly funny and im definitely not interesting. im not pretty or desireable and im not as intelligent and hard-working as you think i am. im not confident and no, im not willing to do all the work for you unless my grade depends on it as well or i care enough at that current time.
i just feel mentally exhausted. i feel like there is a lot of pressure on me just to go about my daily life because you all expect me to be smiling and confident and full of knowledge. no, no one is perfect and i know that. i am definitely not perfect and neither is anyone else but.. people are different.
i am not the same as you.
i dont want to be and i never will be.
