so i'm planning myself a fresh start for the new year. things are not working out and i want to leave as much behind as possible. i'm not gonna make myself a tick list, just.. if i come across something that sucks to hell, out of my life it goes. this way, i have a whole week left of holiday to get over the loss and i can get back to school and keep myself busy with shitty school work that sucks to hell.
i knew as soon as i made this mental note a couple of weeks ago that i would be someway or another get rid of something unhealthy for the new year.
and yes, i'm talking about you.
i'm tired of always coming second to your stupid games, how you can never take me seriously. i'm all up for being best friends but when you disregard my feelings when i actually feel them, you can have a taste of your own medicine.
i do not care anymore about you or your stupid life or your stupid friends or your stupid games.
there. all done. im tired of always feeling shit cus you make me feel that way. im sick of you being such a fucking dictator of everything, telling me how i feel cus you supposedly know me so well. well actually you don't. because you're not willing to put in the effort to find out. as soon as you hear something you don't like, you knock me down so i can't get back up. i have buried too many feelings because of you and it's time to find my feet again so i can actually live my life how i choose to.
see ya later. happy new year, dick.
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