to feel like he's enjoying himself with everyone else except you, to feel like he has his eye on everyone else except you, to feel like he misses out on everything when he's with you but there's no such thing as missing out when he's with everything but you, to look in the mirror and pick out your flaws cus you feel like theyre the only things he sees, to feel like you make such an effort for nothing, to just feel so tired that you want to sit in bed for days and weeks and months and forever cus you dont want to get out of bed to put all that effort in that gets you nothing in the end.
why is it when you talk to me it feels like it's all just extra inconvenient effort that you cant be bothered to put in.
and why is it you just rubbed it in my face that you're talking to some other girl and you felt the need to add words like 'if you must know, i'm talking to' and 'yeah we've been talking forrr... 10 - 15 minutes' .. cus yknow. i wouldn't have been bothered if you hadn't said those things.
so anyways cya.
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