things have gone backwards. i'm spending yet another weekend alone - alone as in not with ben. but i am spending tomorrow evening with a friend and we're gonna have a chinese and maybe watch a film, just me and him. i'm really looking forward to it, he's such a good friend and he's totally up for spending his evening with me! which is more i can say for someone ..
so yeah... not feeling too appreciated at the moment and i will continue to tell myself that things will change until they do. i don't want to throw away two of the best years of my life. not yet, anyway.
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