so after a horrible start to the day, things have gotten better. i've been sat in a call with ben and his mates while they played some games together and it made me feel better about being home alone.
he asked me if I wanted to go to his house tomorrow, but I'd already arranged to go to a movie night with some friends. argh! I'm so torn. I would absolutely love love love LOVE to go to his house tomorrow, but I can't abandon my friends. Not after everything they've done for me.
But I'm really in need of a cuddle, just to be held and felt loved if only for just a few seconds..
ahh, life is hard. love is hard work. and we're all so small and helpless.
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